alrite. first of all. i wanna complain! yes. becoz i was suffering frm an eye infection for e past 2 daes. looked so gross lahz! eekz! n it's nt even due to my contact lens becoz i haven been wearing contact lens since saturdae. my left eye was infected when i was sleeping on wednesdae nite. i was in e middle of my dreamz (actuallie i dun even noe if i am dreaming or nt) when i felt tt my left eye was sore n itchy n teary. so i climbed out of my bed to look into e mirror n oh my goodness! it was so red lahz!!!

went to see e doc yesterdae. becoz i was afraid i would turn blind n also becoz of e fact tt in my whole face. my eyes r e onli nice feature i can boast of. wow liao! if i turn blind i dun noe wat i would do lahz. so went to see my family doc n had a nice chat w her. hahaz. was asking her e poss of studying med as a mature candidate n i received sum surprising news. oh well. i dun noe how true they r so muz c c first. i was given anti-bacterial eye drops so yesterdae nite i happily followed e prescription n applied 2 drops of e medication to my eye. to my horror e first drop was so stingy n painful tt my eye cldnt open at all. i thot i put conc acid into my eye n i m going to injure my cornea n wateva part of e eye (forgot everything i learnt). but i tried to convince myself tt e doc is correct n placed e second drop. which i sorta regretted rite after. it was so painful! there is this heated feeling n burning sensation. so i put on my glasses n tata! i was greeted by e following 2 words on e label: EAR DROPS.

faintx. yahz. i reallie thot i juz did sumtin reallie bad to my eye n i m going to turn blind. so tis morning i went to see e clinic n informed e assistant at e counter (a diff wan frm yesterdae) tt i was given e wrong drops. but i realised tt compared to yesterdae e redness has decreased drastically! it's nt as sore. hmmz. it turned out tt e ear drops is similar to e eye drops juz tt it's more concentrated so it's more powerful lahz. n more painful also. but it enables speedy recovery so i m quite glad. hahaz.

went to douby ghaut for amore training coz 2molo i will be going down to suntec to help them sell their packages in hall 602. met yan ling n another gurl called hui juan (n of course make frenz w her lahz). n listened to both e fitness centre manager n e spa manager on how to sell e packages. i was informed tt i needed to wear light make up 2molo which is a shock to mi becoz i possess no make up at all. except lip balm. n i cant exactly use my mum's wan! so went to do abit of shopping juz now n bought e essentials. namely foundation. blusher. mascara. lip gloss. n concealer (becoz i hav alot of pimples. sighz.) took my mum's eye shadow n tried making up my face n it turned out quite ok! hahaz. which is a surprise becoz i can count e time i put on make up myself using 1 hand. hahaz. but my mascara skill cannt make it. so 2 play safe. i m nt going to use it 2molo.

so in conclusion. ladies! if u all r free 2molo or passing by suntec. pls come n visit mi ok? n buy sumting frm mi so i can earn commission if nt i vry poor ting lehz! remember arhz! heez.

n my left eye's condition betta dun take a turn for e worse coz i need to wear contact lens 2molo. sighz. sianz. i reallie dun wish to turn blind.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:25 pm

i m reallie bored. abit sianz diao frm muggin croatian so koped (took) this frm birdie n ymw's blog.

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct!

Your Scholastic Strength Is Inspiring Others

You are great at developing a vision, and getting others to adopt your way of thinking. You are talented at leading, balancing tasks, and helping people work together. You should major in: Counseling Environmental studies Law Social work Political science Nursing

hmmz. this is quite funnie. hahaz. coz not so long ago. du yang actuallie told mi tt i shld become a lawyer. but w my level of english. it's nt going to happen. hahaz. political science? faintx. hahaz. maybe one dae u will c mi campaigning for ur votes. hahaz.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 8:58 pm

alrite. i m in a much betta mood 2dae. almost back 2 normal liao. first of all muz address anon. to add on to my previous entry becoz i was too nuax n irritable to write aniting else. it dawned on mi tt anon. u n i r debating e same issue on different freq n wavelength. n i was enlightened by my junior dawnie. in short. i agreed w wat u said to a large extent but i juz dun hav e money to do wat i wanna to do! i alrdy hav a place in a hotel sch but it's juz tt i cant afford to go. so if aniwan is willing to sponsor mi (poss is 1.0x10^- infinity) then rest assured i will jump onto e next available flight to canberra. i m restricted by circumstances but aiyahz. since there is noting much i can do, therefore i can onli make e best out of everything. at one pt of time i was tinking abt going into finance/banking coz i heard can earn alot of money. heez. but then i tink i wun survive well if i m doing it for money. hmmz. though i dun mind getting rich. hahaz. yahz lahz. so i guess we leave it as it is ok? heez.

aniwae i realised i didnt blogged abt my short stint as a relief teacher. frm afar. i do look like a teacher becoz of my clothes. but then aiyahz. since i was there for just one dae to babysit e classes. i abit didnt wanna put on my "teacher's airs" so i was abit un-teacher like. heeheez. e students told mi tt originally they thot tt i m a trained teacher but after hearing e wae i tok arhz. they are "shocked". coz i tok juz like them. hahaz. n i find e normal tech students quite alrite. was expecting them to be vry noisy but they r kinda cute lahz. keep on asking mi my marital status then asking mi all type of sex-related qns. they seem vry deprived like tt. hahaz. but they r vry nice to mi. one of them even drew a picture for mi. hahaz. but can c tt they r trying to attract my attention lahz. sighz. i felt guilty for labelling n judgin them even b4 i met them. n i m glad tt i met them. hahaz. but some of e express classes i went r reallie vry vry noisy. faintx. 2 me. it's fine to do relief teaching once awhile. but if u ask me to be a full time teacher i tink i wun survive. it's reallie hard work lahz. n looking at my bro/sis/bro in law/sis in law i m glad tt i wun be going down tt road. hopefully. hahaz.

aniwae my papa is sick again. hmmz. sumting to do w his heart again. so 2dae i m babysitting him at home. hav been scolding him for like 9 yrs regarding his smoking habit. but he juz wun listen. sighz. dun noe lahz. juz hope tt he would realise it's for his own good.

n i m learning croatian rite now! yeahz! finally managed to find a 'learn croatian' cd at woodlands library. thanx to xiang2 for her premium library card i can borrow it! yeahz! so now i know how 2 do simple greeting. hahaz. need to borrow her microphone too. so tt i can c how accurate my pronouciation is. heez. i m excited!!! wooho!

pple pls tag lehz. i m seriously vry bored now. tok 2 mi. heez. n anon remember to answer my qns arhz. :D

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 12:35 pm

sighz. forget it. i am going to revert back to my original writing/blogging/typing style. the previous entry almost killed me lahz! it's so hard and weird for me to blog in near to standard english since blogging is supposedly a casual/private thing. though it's not that private lahz. i used to have a private blog but haven update it for like 10 mths plus le. i am thinking of going back to it. perhaps since i can really rant and "screams" and do wateva that i wanna do. hopefully.

i am in one of my mood swing now. aiyahz i also dun know why but i m quite badly affected by how pple viewed me which is a bad thing in most circumstances. i always viewed myself as a gd motivator. a nt tt bad listener. i didnt noe that i would be e wan who bring e grp morale down. i am juz sianz of everything now lahz. seriously. w so much time on hand becoz i am not working. i juz dun noe wat 2 do. even though i hav one long list of "to dos" but i juz dun seem to start doing them. perhaps i shld juz shut up n dun sae aniting. tt will be e best wae. chinese has this saying. "huo chong kou chu" trouble originates frm the mouth. n i guess it's reallie true.

i am losing sleep for e past 4 daes. i juz cant sleep no matter how late it is. n becoz of this i m getting up later and my body feels reallie weird. i dun noe how 2 explain it lahz. and i am suffering frm constant headaches. this is getting reallie bad. if continue like this i think i may have another fainting spell soon. sighz.

basically nothing much to say now. since i am spending most of my time at home. transportation cost is eating up a big hole in my pocket and the best way to save money is not to go out at all. but i still managed to drag myself to meet my sqmates for dinner on fridae evening. we went to this "ming ge chan ting" (restaurant where there are singers) at marina square that area. the singers are reallie funnie and i spent an enjoyable nite there listening to their jokes and of course. their vocals are gd too. we managed to persuade my ah gong suyi to go up and perform and we saw MAIA LEE there too! wooho! and she gamely went up to the stage to sing a song for us. it was a great nite and though the cost is abit steep i think i would be going back again if i have the chance.

went for the ipho training yesterdae. met the rest of the SLOs who would be sharing a bus with me and our Chief SLO who is in charge of our bus. we have reallie cool countries on board the same bus and i made a few more frenz! hahaz. went to kampong glam with lala first before continuing e training w my bus grp and our dear CLO bought us teh tarik! Elizabeth is so nice! if i m not wrong. she is e 5th Elizabeth i know. hahaz. after which we went on a bus tour of little india before moving to the nite safari where we orientate ourselves w e trails and the prog. though e hike was abit rushed but it's still pretti fun and it's a gd wae for mi to exercise. hahaz.

n to anon. i understand what u r driving at. but what i can sae i hav alrdy said lahz. it's too late to reconsider le since e universities have alrdy sent out e letters. money makes the world go round. no money no talk. nothing more need to be said. i would juz hope for the best now. perhaps i would regret it but that would be then not now. it's juz to fulfill a dream and to tell myself that i have done it. i have done wat i wanted to do. e rest we will juz let nature take its course. ultimately. i wished to enter the medical field. i juz wish to live a life w no regrets coz i did wat i want to do.

seriously nt in e mood to do analytical argument now. reallie. anon perhaps next time then discuss w u in more details lahz. so which area r u going to pursue in ur studies?

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 10:35 pm

alright. before i begin to elaborate on my rather mundane life, i would like to express my amazement and surprise that there are people from the other side of the globe reading this dull piece of writing. therefore, from now on, i shall try my best to write in standard english, though my level of english is not that outstanding. hahaz. we as citizens who are proud of our country (hopefully. hahaz) should not do anything to spoil our country's image in the world, especially on the sensitive topic of "Singlish" (which is my favourite language!).

ok, back to topic. first of all, i would like to express my thanks to my friends who had given me their blessings (in certain circumstances, in disguise) on the most important day in my life every year. hahaz. grandpa francis. daddy gabriel. win2. dawnie. yan ling. darling son evelyn. samuel my fav hedgehog. princess pei xuan. uncle hui yan. Jar^net. amir mummy. iris biao jie. ah bu jasmine. steph. ah foo. n last but not least...Dreyz frm US! heez. Thanx dears! you all make me feel so loved. hahaz. and Dreyz if you are reading this, I would like to wish you a Happie Belated Birthday! hahaz. i am so sorry. i didnt mean to forget to leave a tag on your tagboard. but i know you don't mind right? it's the thought that matters. heez. when you come back to singapore then we go n celebrate together! yeahz!

went for the dvc briefing w yee ke-ow in the morning on THE day. we were late and it was my fault. heez. anyway we met sam who is becoming prettier and slimmer. sighz. i am jealous! *sobs...* We listened to the same things being repeated again and again. hahaz. it's my 4th briefing with dvc and it's really very boring so i was busily whispering to yee ke-ow and sam. and sam surprised me with a box of chocolate as my birthdae present! i was so touched! because i jokingly told her that it was my birthday the day before and she gave me the expected groans and denial that she heard anything. so i wasn't expecting anything but the gesture is really nice. *beams* and i just received the email from dvc that i am employed for the first week of the camp. which is to say i will be earning money soon! yeahz!!!

after the briefing which ended late, yee ke-ow and i went to town to have lunch and just chatted aimlessly. hahaz. she flew off to zimbabwe later tt night/wee morning. though 5 months ago, i was on the team and all of us were so full of hope and excitement for the trip, i was glad that i left the organisation back then. the events those who are still in the team had being through the past 4 months affirmed my decision to leave is correct. All the best, girls! Remember to prevent THAT guy from making the zimbabwe orphans cry ok?

i met up w boon2. xiang2. xiu li and yii ean after lunch and we went...shopping! we bought 2 pieces of cake from coffee bean and they sang happie birthdae song for me! so touched. finally, there are people who sang happie birthdae song for me. hahaz. because we couldnt find the candles or lighter, so i had to 'pretend' that i am making a wish before blowing out the non existent candle. we took quite a few photos and would post them up as soon as i find a good picture host where i can organise my photos. hmmz. any recommendation?

the nicest present i received this year is the shirt tt has my name and initials sewned by xiu li! i was so touched that tears formed and threatened to roll down. thanks dears! i am really glad that i have you all as my friends. thanks for helping me these past 4 years. without you all, i would be really lost. hmmz. they also bought me this pink piggy which actual purpose is to hold my glasses! it look so cute! hahaz. and we had dinner at this cafe next to subway in cinelesiure complex. the food is not bad though the service can be improved on. heez.

the next day, i went out with my darling son. heez. and definitely, we went shopping. we are each other best shopping pal! bought quite a few things and darling gave me this really cute elephant cuddly toy which i hanged on my bag now. we went to the v8 westbarn cafe (not very sure of the name) at bugis junction for lunch and the ambiance is really nice! the grilled chicken chop is good too!

now it's the time to reply tag. hahaz.
anon. you still have not answer my questions! tsktsk! so what are you doing now? your work is?
anyway, i agree with you especially on the hype over tourism related jobs due to the construction of the IRs. truthfully speaking, i want to go into the tourism/hospitality industry regardless of the IRs. it happens that the IRs are going to be completed just as i am graduating. i didn't choose this.

i feel honoured that you hold me in such high regards (or is it the school?) therefore you should know that i would have consider this issue carefully. perhaps you do not know me in person, but my friends know that i do alot of thinking before i set myself in certain direction. i feel that with my personality i am suited to the hospitality industry and regarding the 'servant' part, i guess i just want to see how far i can go in the service industry. i don't have high ambitions such as regional manager of XXX hotel chain but a small manager in a department is good enough for me. As for the salary, as long I wouldnt starve to death and it's around 2000 +/- 200 bucks per month at the start is ok.

What i am searching for is the fulfilment to a dream. a childhood dream that i have been holding dear all these years. when i feel that i have done justice to myself/my dream perhaps i would leave the industry then and pursue my second goal in life. i am foolish but i am happily being foolish. and i guess that's the most important part. i didn't choose to be in the situation i am in now. i wanted to go to hotel schools and i even received a partial (small) scholarship from one of them but i couldn't afford it. it's as simple as that. it's right to be realistic but i need to be realistic and practical. i wanted so badly to go to that hotel school because i know all the advantages it can give me. but what can i do without money? money makes the world go round. and it's true. and the next best thing is this path that i am preparing to go down.

i don't mind hard work. my colleagues at IRAS can testify that i am a workaholic (though i was never a hardworking student) and since both my dreams (either hotel manager or doctor) require hard work i guess i just need to do it and make sure i reach my goal. it's not the monetary benefits that count (but definitely i must not be poor lahz!) but the sense of accomplishment and the ability to tell yourself that i have done myself proud. perhaps one day i would have regrets but as for now i guess i am pretty set on it. my dream of becoming a doctor has being forcefully postponed. so lets just hope that my dream of working as a hotelier will come true. or else...i would need to start searching for a new direction in life. hmmz.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 5:11 pm

ahaha! todae is a vry impt dae...becoz sumwan of great talent. smile. character. personality. thinking. figure(hopefully in future) is born 19 yrs ago at ard 8.05 am (i tink. nt tt sure animore. hahaz) in KK Hospital. and tt person is none other than...ME!!!

hahaz. okok. so before i start bloggin. let e eva thickskinned loud chatty gurl sing a birthdae song for herself... Happy Birthdae to ME!!!

first of all. i shall sae a BIG thank you to my sqmates. thanx dears! even though i dun tink u all will be reading this but i juz wanna sae tt i am vry happie yesterdae evening. which is like a few hours ago? hahaz. haven met up w u all for so long le. since last yr farewell. but well assured i haven 4get u all! Ah Gong suyi. Laine arhz. Cat. thanx for e bag. hahaz. u all muz hav sense tt my fav mickey mouse bag is falling into pieces. i luv e new bag! but i m quite glad tt u all didnt get mi e pink colour. hahaz.

ren yu. hui lin. Ah Pa you jun. Armanda. shi hui. yan ru. thanx for spending such a wonderful evenin w mi. heez. and shi hui! i m nv going to order virgin bloody mary eva again. it's so disgusting. in case u dun noe wat i m tokin abt. it's this mocktail at babyface. e chillout bar at one fullerton. it taste reallie disgusting. like tomato sause w those spicy favour stuff. yuckz! it was so awful tt we hav to play Zong Ji Mi Ma (Ultimate Number) so tt e losers would hav to drink it. but e drink. gunner. is nice! heez. so remember. if u eva go tt place. dun drink bloody mary. n e atmosphere there is quite nice. n e singers r gd! so yupz! if u wanna go can ask mi along? heez.

next to those who wished mi happie birthdae. like within this 45 mins. yee ke-ow. hahaz. u r e first few lahz. i almost thot u 4gotten lehz. heez. n thanx to sock ling for e greeting card! i still wan tt karaoke outing!

alrite. so now back to my mundane life. first of all. becoz i m currently umemployed. therefore. i am downloading n watchin this korean drama. called Gong (palace). it's vry nice. i m supreme addicted to it. reallie addicted to it. hahaz. planning to burn all e episodes i downloaded into dvds or cds if poss. provided my cd-rom is behaving. hahaz.

then win2 n i finally went for a karaoke session which i m seriously deprived of. hahaz. spent an enjoyable time there n my singing reallie cannt make it! hahaz. aiyahz. pple too long nv sing liao mahz. heez.

n i m super worried abt my tutee's results now. :( sighz. if she did badly arhz. then i would be supreme stressed lahz. it's like if it was mi who did badly. i most prob heck care. but if it's her who did badly. i would be tinking of all waes n methods to ensure tt she score tt much need A2 or A1. aiyohz.

n i attended one of my closer cousin's baby daughter 1st mth celebration. arhz. now i hav more n more babies to play with. heeheez. my niece starts to walk liao. n she is reallie quite cute lahz. heez. when she is older maybe i would bring her go shoppin juz like wat my sis did w mi when i was young. n doll her up. hahaz.

met up w Birdie on wed. hav a great time chatting w her. or maybe it was i talked then she listened. hahaz. hav a reallie full meal at cafe cartel. n i missed her so much. heez. back in rj. i would always stick to her n yingmeiwong wheneva i can. but now. sighz. hopefully we can go out together soon!

ok. time to reply my tags. thanx to annoymous who finally woken up my almost dead tagboard. sianz. hahaz. aiyahz since u dun wanna to change ur nick then i shortform it ok? coz so long summore. tsktsk. need to type more characters. so i call u anon arhz.

well. actuallie i do noe wat's ahead lahz. if tt's wat u asking. i noe tt even after i graduate w a degree i hav to start frm e lowest level juz like those w diploma frm SHATEC or wateva place. yes. i noe i need to either begin my climb in F n B as a waitress for restaurant/banquets or in housekeeping. changing bedsheets etc. n i may need to do shift work such as nite shift esp if i m in e F n B department. it may seem as though my management degree is useless but i tink otherwise lahz. who noes? i may be a 'superwoman' n rose thru e ranks within 4 to 5 yrs to become a manager? hahaz. juz joking. but i dun mind now. at least for now. i dun noe abt e future. to slog for a yr n hopefully starts to c e light at e end of e tunnel. hahaz. i envisioned myself to be in e service industry but i dun reallie bother abt e location. who noes? maybe i can work overseas? like in sum island resort? hahaz. then everydae can go suntan rite. heez. but i m pretti set on taking up hotel management.

but maybe horz. i can try to mug real hard in NTU lahz. then squeeze myself into e grp tt is taking up a 2nd specialisation. then like tt more safe rite? if i cant go into hotel at least got sumting to fall back on :) but tt's if i m reallie tt smart lahz. which is not quite true. heez. btw. i m reallie curious. so wat r u doin now? workin as?

daddy! arhz. i thot u 4gotten u hav a daughter. heez. i noe. so one dae. maybe one dae. u will c mi as a houseman while u r sum big shot consultant. heeheez. tt time muz remember to take care of mi arhz. hahaz.

b4 i 4get. juz for ur info...my Croatia team speaks english! yeahz!!! then i can keep on cracking jokes. e mere thot of not able to sae stupid n funnie stuff to them was horrible! heeheez. i guess most of u muz be offering sympathy to my dear Croatia team whom i cant wait to meet in july!

guess tt's all. remember to give mi presenz arhz. if not...u bear e consequences urself. hahaz.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 12:21 am

alrite. juz for ur information. i m still alive. n kicking. yes. u didnt read that wrongly. hahaz. fine. enough of my crapping. i know pple who stumble upon this isolate blog will wanna noe more abt my ----- (fill up e dashes with your own words) life and i am going to grant your wish! hahaz. be prepared for a supreme long post since i finally find the time to sit down n type.

first of all. is my undergraduate education. i hav alrdy received all (or almost all) e letters frm the universities tt i had applied to. whether local or overseas. n i sorta had made my decision. ok lahz. not sorta but confirmed plus chopped (guaranteed) that i will be studyin in singapore and i will be taking up e offer in...NTU! tata! now now. e qn is why, rite? let me give u a breakdown of my thinking process and u may give mi ur opinions using the function of e tag board on the bottom rite hand side of this page :)

reason no 1. i hav no money
simple n clear cut. i do not possess the financial options of goin overseas. true. i was abit deceiving myself for sum time (actuallie for a long while. frm my dreams of studying med overseas since sec sch to recent daes of studying hotel management overseas). n i hav finally woken up to e reality tt is not goin to happen no matter wat. even if i buy toto rite now. coz my chances of winning is almost non existent. or else how can singapore pools earn so much rite? but i muz sae those dreams r reallie beautiful n full of promise. but in this world. promise without money equal to no hope. n tata! tt dream(s) shattered rite b4 my eyes when i finally accepted the fact tt i m not going to receive ani letter frm NUS informing mi to go for e essay test or interview.

to those pple out there who may be (u betta be or else...) feeling reallie bad abt taking up e place in e shortlisting process for NUS Med n depriving mi of a place. dun worry i dun reallie hate/blame u all. coz no 1. i can blame no one except myself for not studying. even when it's A levels. sighz. i guess it's juz me lahz. it's reallie juz me. eva since i started goin to sch. i cannt remember a single time when i mugged reallie hard for an exam except for A maths in O levels. tt's e one n onli time. becoz my dismayed grade during prelims (as compared to my luved genius class) was e onli insult i m willing to accept in my life then. but i guess i m juz not suited for e environment rj offers. n as quite alot of things happened to me e past 2 yrs. i sorta didnt managed to find e motivation to study hard. not even one tiny bit of it. reallie. i was happie sorta to slack my time awae. or perhaps i was juz too tired to care lahz. but i m glad tt i went thru tt phrase in my life. becoz now i understand e importance of working hard to achieve wat u wan. yupz. so 2 my dear frenz out there i thanked u all for all e scoldings u hav given me in e past yrs esp during nanyang daes (n it wun hurt to scold mi in future if u c mi slackin ok? :D)

in rj i felt pretti much alone. even when i noe tt my grades r reallie dismayed. i juz dun find e need/urge to work harder n push everyting up. in short. i juz sorta gave up lahz. literally. yee ke-ow can testify to tt. when i sae i dun study. i dun. i mean wat i sae. i do. even up till A levels i was still like tt. i guess e moment onli dawned on mi when i get back results. hahaz. n rite at tt moment. i sorta understand tt i wun make it. wun make it to med at NUS...perhaps tt's y i cried then. i cried finished all my tears then. tt's y now i juz sae "oh" n moved on. it's like history repeating itself. coz when i fractured my pinkie back then n was informed tt i need to go for op. i cried like mad. simply becoz i know rite at tt pt of time. i would nv make it to SYF. nv.

so back to topic. reason no 2. why i m studying in NTU is becoz it's e onli local university tt offers sumting related to hotel management. yes. i noe i can go for double degree at SMU (business+accountancy) but i didnt becoz i onli want hotel management. truthfully speaking. e course structure in NTU is reallie not my cup of tea. but since i cant go overseas i hav to make do w it. e prob w e course structure is tt i onli specialised in my 2nd yr. in other words. whether i get into my desired speciality will depend onli one my first yr's grades. which is rather risky. coz i dun hav ani idea wat one study in a business course. how can i be sure tt i will do well even if i work hard? i would hav preferred e course to be structure in such a wae so tt i can go into hotel management speciality straightawae. but too bad. tt's not going to happen. 2nd prob w e prog is tt e industry placement period is wae too short! it's onli 10 wks. like how much can u learn abt tt industry in tt short period? but since i cant afford to go overseas. there is no need for animore discussion.

n tt settled. i shall tok abt e direction of my life now. in short. i hav alrdy chosen my path for e next 3 yrs at least. i will be cooped up in NTU mugging for my business degree. wat will come after tt? hmmz. i like to think. perhaps i m tinking wae too much. but i guess it doesnt hurt to hav a rough sketch in ur mind rite?

since i m aiming to go into e hotel industry n w e IRs coming up n global tourism gearing up for more growth. i guess i shld be able to find a job somehow when i graduate. hopefully. after working for a couple of yrs. i shld earn abit of money n maybe. when i suddenly hav e urge or i feel tt it's time. i will go study graduate med sch. but tt's a big IF. b4 u discard this as something aniwan will do becoz they cant hav their wae in their life. let mi juz sae tt i get this idea frm a gd fren. she luved kids n animals. so after her undergraduate studies. she became a teacher. n taught for a couple of yrs. b4 leaving her teaching career to pursue a degree in veterinary science in Aust. n she is doing her masters now. since she has e courage to pursue both dreams. i dun c why i cant. beside e money part. but if i work hard enough n long enough. i m confident i would be able to raise enough money. plus secure a bank loan. n who knows. i might find sumwan who is willing to support mi in my studies. hahaz. med is a life long career. i shld try other things b4 i tied myself down to it. if i still wanna in e later part of my life. :D

so tt's all for my life direction at e moment. hahaz. now. i shall elaborate on my work. literally.

in short. i m going to be retrenched. yes. FIRED. sighz. sad life manz. i onli worked for a mth plus n i m going to be retrenched. i feel so... oh well. nvm. at least i met pple who r great n nice n i reallie enjoyed spending time w them esp my team n our dearest mummy who is in fact. our supervisior. hahaz. will be posting e photos soon. provided i find e urge to go n upload them. for ur info. i still hav my prom photos in my cam. hahaz. can c how lazy i m lahz. heez.

so now i m searching for a job. to my peers. if u hav ani lobang. pls contact mi horz! n to my juniors. if u noe of aniwan in need of a tuition teacher (onli at sec sch level) pls inform mi. e onli subj i dun teach -- English. yupz. i m sure u all noe why. hahaz.

n finally. i shall tok abt ipho2006 (International Physics Olympiad 2006). for those uninformed. i m e volunteer who will be taking care of ...CROATIA for 10 daes frm 8 to 17 July 2006 when e team is in singapore for e competition. now u noe where my msn nickname came frm. hahaz. apparently e organising committee is worried tt they dun speak eng so i m supposed to pick up simple CROATIAN frm now till they arrived in singapore. but e prob is. i hav no idea where to find a CROATIAN native speaker! so help mi pls! if u r frm CROATIA, or u know of aniwan frm CROATIA pls contact mi. i would reallie reallie appreciate it. in e meanwhile. i shall mugged e history of CROATIA. had a ''tour'' of some sort of Chinatown on sat. but i muz sae tt it's quite sianz lahz. most of e tings we alrdy noe. hahaz. it's quite sad tt they wun be visitin Little India since it so much more 'heritage looking' than Chinatown. but too bad. Little India is wae too small to tolerate e presence of 150 pple at one go (excluding non ipho pple). sighz. but i m reallie quite looking forward to e event! can u imagine? i didnt even noe where e country is until i went to check it out! n now i m meetin e pple! wow! hopefully i can persuade other volunteers to introduce their teams to me...then i can make more frenz!!! wooho! making frenz frm all over e world. *beams*

alrite. tt's all for now. take care of urself pple! Muackz!

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 7:16 pm