i am super happie and touched.

this is the first time i have a birthdae surprise. the first time i am totally surprised from top to bottom. left to right.

life has been very very kind to me. for giving me so many things in life and so many great friends too =)

i guess i am really that clueless. brainless and easy to trick lahz. hahahaz. but i am really really very grateful towards my this group of exchange friends especially tham2. bear2 and kay key for secretly planning my birthdae surprise when i am the official organiser of the gathering with the main agenda to celebrate beep2's birthdae.

i unknowingly tried to foil my own surprise alot of times and i am surprised that tham2 never tried to murder me. hahahahaz. during times like appearing way before stipulated meeting time to buy our birthdae cake together; going upstairs to check on the progress of wishes writing without warning, resulting in her dumping my present and the card in her toilet hurriedly; and not forgeting the arrangement of candles on the birthdae cake where i kept on insisting on putting 25 years old of candles on the cake while she wanted 2 large candles only. i should have just listened to her...then i wouldn't have to share the only candle with beep2 =( and i haven make a wish yet!!!

hahahahaz. that sounds real bimbotic. oh well. but i spoilt the surprise for beep2 and i felt kinda bad. i am a bad liar and actress. hahahaz. i have to admit i am not a great poker player. though i was kinda lucky yesterdae... kept on getting triples =)

so once again thank you very very much! you all made my day yesterdae and today =) i couldnt stop smiling the whole day. hahahahaz.

and this time round i reached home even later than the previous gathering. hahahaz. many thanx to monsieur lai for sending me back even though as usual it's totally out of the way. and my papa is once again behaving in his usual manner (even since i was sec 1). when he knew that i might not be coming home yesterdae night. he asked my mama where i was so that he can go fetch me home. hahahaz. some things never change =)

and it was my nephew's one month birthdae yesterdae. though his first month celebration is cancelled because my sis in law is hospitalised. but i still get to see him and rock him to sleep on sunday. and even see diapers changing in action (filled with lotsa exciting moments). i hope i dont need to do that next year when he starts to live with us. =S i am scared. hahahahaz.

finally not forgetting the sleepover i had at esther senior's place with hooi ying and senior. it was great playing wii and then mahjong. thanx for making my year 1 life in ntu a great one =) you all are the best things that came out of my rotaract experience.

i am so blessed. really. and i felt very loved too. thank you so much. contentment has never been so easy.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:55 pm

i have graduated.

just like that. provided i didn't fail my last paper today. it was quite hard seriously. who am i kidding when i say i expect myself to leave early aka finish the paper before 1 hour 45 mins? in the end. i finished the paper at 1 hour 50 mins. 10 mins to the end of the paper. who says 50 mcq is easy?

aiyah but this exam shows just how...not studious i am. i finished my readings last week but i never touch a single tutorial or lecture from sunday until yesterdae 10 pm. erps. even the last paper i am still like that. guess it's hard for the leopard to change its spots lahz.

but still must thanx xiu li, ah ean and candy for having accompanied me last week in my revision. starbucks causeway point/civic plaza is our favourite hangout. and there was this quite funny incident whereby this guy whom i don't know suddenly talk to me as if he knows me and i actually replied without much hesitation. xiu li and yii ean couldnt stop laughing when i told them that actually at that instant when he was talking to me. i was quite confused as to why he behaved as if he knows me. hahahaz.

sidenote. xiu li! you betta do well arh! so that you can do doctorate in oxford and then i can have free accommodation when i go to uk. =) i still wanna go uk and scotland to look for you and shi min respectively wan! study hard hard =)

and to highlight just how disasterous i am. i fall off the steps at woodlands mrt on sundae. damn pai seh. and as a result. i sprained my ankle and ended up with a cut on the swollen part too. it was blue blackish and swollen lah but not as bad as my previous sprains. and the first thing that my dear friends asked me when i told them via sms that i fall off the steps (besides exclaiming OMG) was did you walk home?

HAHAHA. oh my. do i appear as masochistic as i am disasterous? this is quite amusing =)

i m totally obsessed with jap dramas now. haha =) it's last min ditch attempt to get in touch with japanese culture before tokyo trip which is 13 days away! so exciting! =)

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 10:34 pm

i am home alone. since yesterdae night. because my parents went on a fairly spontaneous holiday trip to genting highlands.

yesterdae officially marked my last lesson in ntu. soon i will bid goodbye to this inaccessible campus at the western tip of singapore on the fateful day of 23rd april. which is the dae my last and final paper of my undergrad studies will take place. i must say that i am kinda looking forward to it even though i still havent find a job yet.

and yah. the last lesson is photography. handed up my coursework and i must say i quite like the photos i took =) hahahaz. shall scan them after i get everthing back next week. and my tutor is super nice! she lend me her japanese drama dvds because she knows i am going tokyo!

went for the first round of mfa's selection last friday. the tests...were really draining. and the walking in from the bus stop was horridly long and seemingly endless when one is in heels and the weather was scorching. i tink i failed the english test. hahaha. my grammar and vocab suck big time. i really cannot remember standard english. erps.

time to apply for jobs soon again. SIGHX.

on a side note. i am reallllllyyyy super accident prone. or i should say suai. or maybe i should say disasterous.

i broke my brother's bed the other day. when i was trying to reach for my moisturiser on the computer table. apparently the weight of me plus 3 heavy mattresses is too much for the super duper old bed frame.

and i forgot to bring my atm card when i go all the way to lucky plaza to buy yen. i almost wanted to smack myself. lucky i havent transfer this month's money from my uob account to my posb account. so i drew out everyting in the uob account to buy yen.

anyway the main point of this entry was that i went for my first high tea/afternoon tea buffet todae =) it's at equinox the highest restaurant in singapore! and the view is superb. definitely win the singapore flyer hands down. hahahaz. but... it was storming outside and the whole building was shrouded in clouds nearly half the time. but when the clouds cleared. the view is fantastic. however. i forgot to bring my camera!!! =( wasted manz.

but yah. i havent have the chance to go on an outing with my sister only for the longest time ever. now it's no longer the 2 of us only since my niece wanna be with her mummy every moment. but at least it's kinda like just the 2 of us. i still remember when i was younger. much younger. my sister used to bring me shopping during holidays. and we used to be very close because we slept in the same room. even though we have an age gap of 8 years.

so after the expensive and not that bad high tea. we went shopping or tried to go shopping with my niece lahz. i bought a pair of jeans to wear for the tokyo trip. and i bought make up with brushes. yes you didnt see wrongly. i bought make-up. coming from someone who dont wear make up much. quite ex lahz but the effects are natural and good and i like it lahz. i also like the makeover the lady gave me. heeheez. =) i am a shopaholic todae by spending nearly 2oo dollars. erps.

but i am happy and contented. life should be like that. when the simplest ting makes you smile such as seeing your niece running around the shops and playing hide and seek with her.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 10:36 pm