i am now at changi airport terminal 1 camping. it's going to be new year soon and it's kinda sad that i am all alone here. hahahaz. oh well. it will be better if terminal 1 has more restaurants or even MacDonalds to offer some comfort to me...but the facilities here are really. lousy. yahz. one word. so here i am. at the viewing mall. in the dim surroundings. typing this long awaited entry. hahahaz.

my previous previous entry was dated in july. before school term starts when my papa went for his treatment. well. his condition improved tremendously after the shock treatment. apparently the trial is very unsuccessful because a few weeks after that. his heart went back into its erratic beating again...just that this case it's not as bad lahz. but still, it's not normal.

so we have to make a decision whether to send him for the operation and in order to get more opinion. i went to a medical talk organised by mount elizabeth hospital to learn more about the operation and its success rate etc. and from the Q and A session, i decided against the operation since its success rate is not high and my papa is still able to work and stuff by taking medication. furthermore from what we know about him he is an impatient man who cannot rest after the operation. so yahz. when we really have no choice then we see ba.

as for the school term. well it's a rollar coaster ride. got my results not so long ago and it's really quite bad. but it's expected so i guess i can't complain. but one thing is clear is that i chose the wrong specialisation. seriously. banking and finance is really not my cup of tea. sighz. we shall see how life goes on from now on. i just need to clear 3 more specialised elective and i can say good bye to banking and finance.

had 3 days week. for the first 4 weeks. monday was from 8.30 to 4.30. after which it became 11 to 4.30. tuesday was from 8.30 to 6.30. and wed was from 8.30 to 5.30. and that was plain crazy. gosh. i am never ever going to something as foolish as this again. gosh.

took german instead of french level 3 in school because i wanted to go to switzerland for exchange. and when i realised that i wasn't offered a place but was placed on the waiting list. i almost wanted to cry. ok i didn't cry but i complaint like mad that few days. hahahaz. because of taking german in school i went to alliance francaise to take french level 3 and paid a sum for it. so for a poor person like me it's like pain pain and more pain.

then in that same week. on thursday. the same day i crashed nus med with ah keow. the office called me to tell me i got accepted and i was like gushing like mad. wahahaz. but i am really very very happie that i got it lahz. it's like finally i am leaving singapore to see the big big world outside.

another thing that i did was to go cycling at pulau ubin for the first time in my life. and as a very unstable rider...i encountered alot of problems and was quite scared when i saw all the down slopes. n i injured myself in the stupidest manner once again. 2 years ago when i played captain ball i fractured my right little finger. 2 years later. i went cycling and i slammed the pedal into my right leg and it was so painful that i jumped off the bike immediately. it was swollen like a pig trotters. hahahaz. n like 1.5 times size my left ankle. gosh.

was abit the scared. so went to take x-ray just in case. because i dun wanna history to repeat again like my fractured finger. when everyone thought it was a sprain when in fact it was a fracture. and was relieved when the doc said it showed only soft tissue swelling.

another memorable thing in the term is the fact that i met my accounting group mates so many times just for a report. faintx. it's unbelievable. it's even more exaggerated than my organisational behaviour project a year ago. but the sad thing was that we still didn't do that well lahz. our grade for the report was below average and i guessed all of us were very disappointed.

and to add salt to the wound. my accounting excel test and quiz didn't do well too. it was actually bad until my accounting tutor asked me to go for extra revision classes. gosh. sighz.

and talking about all these. my exam timetable this semester was *speechless*. i guess i wasn't thinking when i planned my timetable. i had 5 papers in 6 days excluding weekends. i started on a friday. ended on the next friday. and my papers are all crazy. this year all the professors like to stun people. hahahaz. and this semester is weird. because whateva i predict will come out came out...but i forgot to study for some of them. and that resulted in me getting 2 fat Cs for this semester. my gpa is gone. but i learnt my lesson. because such an exam timetable is pure killer. i cldnt study finish even though i started early. and i was so freaking tired throughout the whole process.

and my only consolation is that...i passed everything and i can go to switzerland. i was so afraid that i will fail some stuff and they dun let me go. sighz.

life is pretty hectic so far. after exams ended. i went to DVC to work for one whole week and that week was pure torture. first day. they kindly informed me that the teacher was very sick and i had to take care of a class of 27 students including an autistic child and alot of naughty children. really very very spoilt and naughty. and we had some accidents when i wasn't there. gosh. it was like. please lahz. some singaporean parents are really a disgrace and they are harming their children without realising it. sighz. i feel sorry for the children sumtimes.

then the next week i started my internship at ocbc bank. i was quite frantic on the first day because i was almost late. and i was stunned by the number of people at the mrt station in the morning. gosh. it's like....wow!

hahahaz. and now it's my 5th week le. learned alot of things lahz especially excel related stuff but i was rather scared of my supervisor the first few weeks. actually until now too. sighz. because she is abit the impatient and i am in unknown arena so i became quite slow lahz. but now betta le. cause i know more stuff and it's getting betta since i am more used to my job. heez.

and i must say that the school is betta at securing internship for me than myself. hahahaz. oh well. internship is really not easy to find and i am very grateful to the school for helping me in this matter...

and the greatest thing about doing internship now is that i get to enjoy alot of public holidays! hahahaz. i took leave on the 2nd week's friday to settle exchange stuff and from then onwards. every week until now we will have a public hols! so good!!!

and celebrating christmas in office is really quite fun! we had lotsa fun decorating the office and it was the first time i bonded with my colleagues. hahahaz. and i received lotsa gifts from my colleagues. mostly food lahz. hahahaz. so i can enjoy tea during office hours. hahahaz.

that's all for now. hahahaz. just sent shi min off to uk at 10 pm. later around 4 am like that will go and find emmeline to send her off to atlanta and later ard 7 plus to uk too. quite sad arhz. spent new year eve and new year day at the changi airport alone. sighz.

but oh well. it kinda make mi look forward to my own flight to zurich on 5 feb tues. 1 am. hahahaz. this is a obvious hint to everyone to come send me off horz! and you can visit terminal 3 as part of the process if you have not been there. wahahaz.

hmmz. and i m gettin a little panicked that i have not buy anything yet. i dun even have my luggage. hahahaz. gosh. and i hope i am able to carry my 40+ kg luggage when i reached there coz i m flying alone.

and yes. i am going to see snow soon! snow!!!

and happie 2008 pple! lotsa luv from me! =D

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:43 pm

hahahahahahaz. i realised that i have not updated for more than 4 months. alot of things have happened along the way. but the newest update is that i am going for exchange in february to switzerland. for the first time in my life. i can see snow! and touch them.

so no worries people. if anyone is reading this dead blog. hahahaz. 1 very very very long entry summarising my life in the past 4 mths will be coming soon!

miss me!

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:19 pm