i have not fallen sick for the longest time ever. but now i feel like i m dying. my throat is not only itchy but painful. even pi pa gao and honey are not working. my nose is running like an open tap. my right eye is sore. this is powerful manz. guess i have no choice but to see doctor 2molo. sighz.

interview today was quite disastrous. not that i had to go through stress interview etc but because i believed i came across rather unprepared etc. my interviewer is very nice but sighz. i dont know what i was doing except that i was rambling. but at least my voice lasted throughout the 45 mins interview and died only during tuition in the afternoon.

so if you ever wonder how a quiet/mute estella is. please feel free to come and look for me now. i am on a self imposed gag to prevent my condition from worsening. sighz. i want my mama!!! it's real pathetic to be sick and no one is there to take care of you. once again i am real glad that i didn't fall sick in europe. at least now i am at home. sighz.

ok this holiday i have alot alot of things to do and i have not done any yet! gosh.

1. christmas cards to my delegates in europe especially to those i met during exchange
2. a special gift for christian and family to thank them for their hospitality in graz. austria.
3. st gallen symposium's essay
4. final year project
5. clear my wardrobe
6. clean up my room and my brother's room (computer room)
7. organise my music and videos files
8. look for jobs!!!

ok i betta go sleep soon. if i can sleep with all the coughing that is. sighz.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 10:13 pm

i can't believe how stupid and disastrous i am. seriously. i got shortlisted by shell for interview this friday. but i can't remember the exact position that i applied for! it's either finance or trading. oh my. this is disasterous. i applied during exam period when i should be studying for derivatives exam. it never occurs to me that i might get selected for interview because of my so ordinary grades and resume. oh my. never doubt the possibility of anything.

ok i have learned my lesson. from now on. no matter what applications i submit i must record them down especially the position i applied.

but yahz. i was really quite shocked and surprised when they called me after my financial modelling exam on thursday. i thought i heard wrongly. hahahaz. because i was on the train and the reception wasn't fantastic. and it must be evident in my voice because the lady was surpressing a laugh when i realised she was from shell and was thanking her profusely at the end. hahahaz.

oh well. i have 2molo. wed and thurs to prepare for both job scopes. i don't have any illusions about getting through but i am going to do my best and treat this as a learning experience as tham2 said.

2dae i spent 2.5 hours at the hairdresser. unbelievable. hahahaz. and seriously. every visit to this hairdresser i come out looking like another person. hahahaz. if you want to see my new hairstyle. then betta ask me out =)

and yesterdae i was supposed to go cycling but ended up having an outing with 5 guys. hahahaz. felt really quite weird. but it was really quite entertaining hanging out with them. hahahaz. ultimately they kept mi entertained for 5 mths in europe. watching the guys play ps2 is really hilarious. hahahaz. from there it's possible to observe who has been mugging and who has been playing computer games. but i m not going to east coast as far as possible. it took me nearly 2 hours to reach lahz!!! wow liao. n i was actually lost in singapore because i didnt know how to get to east coast from parkway parade. and yesterdae was the first time i stepped inside parkway parade.

and tham2 called mi a 'sua ku' because i told her 2dae it's the first time i stepped inside thomson plaza. the previous time she sae i was a 'sua ku' aka caveman was when i told her i had never been to the new national library. erps.

but yahz. didnt managed to cycle in the end. hahahaz. oh well. nvm. i will drag someone somewhere to cycle with me. hahahaz. sighz. i must earn alot alot of money next sem in order to go for grad trip. and it doesn't look good. sighz. anyway i am quite sure my cycling skill has once again deteriorated to the pre-exchange level. hahahaz.

and yahz! i passed my basic theory exam! hahahaz. though i was stunned by a few qns but well. i passed. but queueing for provisional driving license is horrid. erps. i will not queue again for anything at ssdc if possible.

sighz. tham2 is flying to US 2molo. candy is in hk. no wan is here to pei me!!! my darling son is not free... =( kay key also not free. wow liao. how come i got no frenz wan? kana sai.

and subject registration on thursday. sighz. leaving only electives to take in last sem is not such a smart idea. even though i have only 2 mods left but i might end up with 3 days week because everything is on waiting list! fastest finger also no use. i m pro ok! i helped candy got all her 5 cores with my fastest finger today. hahahaz. and fyp is still not started. i m seriously going to panick.

ok enough complaining =) my new hairstyle make mi look like i am 16 lahz. oh my. hahahaz. playing with new hair cuts is really fun! i m enjoying short hair alot because i realised there are lot of styles to play with. i think i will have the time of my life scaring people again! hahahaz.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:08 pm