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4.45am.
5.43am train from woodlands to nicoll highway. 7am flag off. 10 000 runners. 10km. 3 water points. 1 hour 18 mins (not excluding that few mins we took to finally reach the starting point) blisters plus blue-black toenails. and that concludes my virgin run in 23 years of age. i have never ran so long and sweat so much in my life. hahahahaz. the last 2km was the most difficult to overcome. i think i wouldnt be able to walk properly for the next few days. and... my dear ah keow went to shave her head at the hair for hope event for cancer children. maybe one day i should do it too. while i continue to contemplate the idea, lets applaud ah keow for her courage and her determination to stick to her decisions. love you ah keow! 25th july 2010 will always be a memorable day for the 2 of us. we will continue to grow together! i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 8:05 pm
dependency.
what a scary word. at least to me. i always felt that being dependent on someone is exposing your vulnerabilities, insecurities, weaknesses to him/her and this person armed with this knowledge will one day turn against you or take advantage of you. i always think that it is possible to attain independence in a relationship. we should never lose ourselves in a relationship in such a way that we become one with the other party. when want becomes a need. it is dependency. and that means you have fallen deep into something and you will never be the same again no matter what is the outcome. i dont like that. but reading this blog: http://www.dad-isms.com/ especially the post on independence in a marriage. i realised that dependency is a conscious choice. a choice or perhaps better known as a calculated/un-calculated gamble to be yourself at least once in your life. without any pretense/defense/mask. i always know that i can depend on you. but i never know whether you will choose to depend on me. one day i will know the answer. and one day definitely. i will find the one whom i can truly depend on for the rest of my life. i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:03 pm
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