booking hotel for taipei was a disaster. despite countless attempts to book with hotel X and finally relented and called as per their instructions on the first day they open booking for 29th dec. i still didnt manage to get a room. oh well. maybe it's really fated that i cant enjoy cheap accommodations lahx. but i am quite happie with my current booking. though the confirmation process is one tedious thing. had to download credit card authorisation form and signed on it. not forgetting photocopying the credit card. had to secretly do this in office after 7pm. hahahaz. after which had to call them 2 times to confirm what i shld fill up in the form before scanning and emailing the docs to them. but nvm. at least it's settled for now. still waiting for them to give me a confirmation email.

i am so swamped with work now that i can barely breathe. i thought last week i was going to die. i just got involved in another project/committee and i realised that my dec is going to be super duper busy too. I NEED A HOLIDAY...and the thing is. i actually felt guilty that i am going on hols in dec because of the amount of work the rest of my new project mates are staring at in dec and early jan.

it's not fun when day to day i have so many cases to review and handle. not forgetting that once in awhile irritating/unreasonable/demanding/feel-like-slapping-him or her face if i ever see them in real life taxpayer calls in. i mean most of the taxpayers are reasonable. some are even very nice and understanding. i really dun mind going all the way or more to help. but some are plainly not worth the effort. sometimes cant help but think they really deserve it.

but i do see alot of cases whereby the taxpayer involved doesnt even know what's going on aka director in the name only. these cases are the most jia lat cases, most pitiful ones. this shows how ignorance and greed can lead to dire consequences.

hoping that no more arrows will be shot towards me aka my director will not nominate me for new projects/committees this month and next month. now then i realised so far all my projects were delegated by him (not my manager) and he was the one who nominated me to my AC. i am really worried i cant manage if i have more concurrent tasks allocated to me.

and to show how cannot make it i am. i actually fall sick in one night. hahahaz. on 2 days MC now. not sure if i wanna take 2molo MC because now is my operational peak and today i think my colleagues are over-worked till death. =S

exam is next monday and i havent study. at least i cleared one of my reports and the new project task today. though another report is due on wed and...if i dun go back to office 2molo. i wun be able to edit anything since it's all in lotus note. dieeee.

sad siah. worked during weekend and is rewarded with MC. hahahahaz. oh well.

sometimes cant help but think that i am taken for granted. sometimes can help but think that i shouldnt bother anymore. sometimes cant help but wonder did anyone ever appreciate me?

i have finally managed to pack you into a drawer and locked it. i have threw away the key with my greatest strength into the far distance but somehow i still havent found the courage to sell the drawer and you to the karung kuni man. hopefully that day will come soon and i have a feeling it will be aided by the fact that i am so busy.

there are so much things i want to do yet never find the time/courage to embark on. it's time to take new year resolution seriously. i will start thinking now.

in the meanwhile... time to study. i need the distinction badly. after all book prize of 200 bucks can cover approx 4-5 driving lessons.