how do u noe if u r e blurest person on earth?

when u believe that this wk is orientation week n sch will onli start next wk. tis is correct for e nus pple but not for e ntu pple e.g. me!!! oh my goodness! seriously. i didnt noe tt my sch has alrdy started todae until eunice told mi. n wat's e reason behind my blurness?

simply becoz i remember that e first wk of august is e orientation wk for ntu freshmen. n due to e fact tt last wk. mondae is 31 july. i thot last wk is still hols n tis wk is orientation wk. while e correct thing shld be. last wk is orientation wk n tis wk is my first semester!!! if nt for eunice. i will still be under e illusion tt sch starts next wk. goodness! n my first lecture is 2molo at 8.30 am. dotz. n i hav alrdy printed my notes. sighz... sch is here!!! *reluctant acknowledgement* n i still haven clean up my room yet! urghz! i need to do it soon...

n partly also becoz i refused to tink abt sch lahz. n e last contributing reason is that 2dae we hav a nanyang business school (nbs) welcome thing which is vry similar to orientation except tt it's conducted in tutorial grps n nt orientation grps. n thanx goodness for it becoz i dun noe aniwan in my tutorial grp. all/almost all of my frenz in nbs r in accountancy. i feel so left out! dotz. but my class is reallie a mix of pple. frm jc to poly. yupz. n i realised tt business rite. e course itself is so different n foreign frm aniting i had studied in e past 6 yrs. frm nygh all e wae to rjc. i took triple science n maths. econs was nv a part of my studies n now it plays a vry impt role. sighz. but my tutorial gp is quite crazy type which i m vry thanxful for. coz...hahaz. i wun stand out like a sorethumb! everyone is reallie funnie n nice n i finally laugh hysterically in occassions tt hav notin 2 do w ipho. but i definitely still miss my bus 2 pple. e spastic stuff tt we do. e lame jokes tt were shared.

n my aim to be antisocial juz didnt come true lahz. hahaz. sorrie. but i dun noe wat cca to join lehz. hmmz. i m so lazy to do things...n summore i m nt staying in hall/hostel. most prob wun be able to get into wateva committee wan. so...maybe i shld juz continue to slack lahz.

n everytime i walked past aniwhere in ntu tt is linked to ipho. i will feel tis sense of loss n longing. n it doesnt help tt i will pass by nanyang auditorium n tt lecture theatre where we were hijacked on e national dae preview. n when i entered ny auditorium n looked down to e grd level. e place where all e countries stood w their boards while waiting for opening ceremony. i feel realle nostalgic. reallie. it's as if i can see where my delegates were standing. where i was standing. n pple ard mi. tt's bad. sighz.

will tok abt e appreciation dinner later on. when i upload e photos. n when i hav e time. i shall get back to my ipho experience. which is still at dae 1 now. hahahaz.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 9:10 pm