can you sing a song with me?

there is this song. which till date. no wan can sing it well with me. partly becoz i always cannot find e correct key. hahaz. or i will be laughin halfwae thru e song becoz of sum silly stuff. but i reallie like tt song alot. so i reallie reallie wish that i will be able to sing it nicely one dae. at least once in my life.

looking at e hundreds or i shld sae thousands of gurlz. young n not so young. queuing up in e hot sun. trying to catch hold of a fleeting dream. i kinda respect their determination and courage. i will never do that. hahaz. even though i always like to complain how badly others sing on live tv. heeheez. simply becoz i can nv gather e courage to do tt.

why do pple always think and behave so rigidly? why cant they accept sumting that is not e norm? n becoz of this. alot of pple hav their dreams dashed. or squashed and hidden sumwhere deep inside e heart. n most prob will nv be heard/seen again in their lives becoz of e rejection.

i like to surround myself w sounds. n juz let myself drift. to think without thots. to float without restraints. n in search of tt inner peace.

i need to work harder. simply becoz i did badly for my tests. i need to study more. n practise more. statistics was horrible n french is not much betta. n i need to stop getting panicky before tests/exams. becoz i will blank out during the tests/exams.

i m desperate. or tt's how my sis view me. hahahaz. becoz e other dae. she was asking mi if there is ani cute guys in business n i flatly replied no. then she asked me do i like ani guys in sch. n i said no again. she continued by askin mi if i hav make a trip to e engin faculty to hav a look at e guys there. n i felt reallie amused so i replied no once more. n she started to tell mi tt if i dun look for a boyfren soon. i will end up w no wan becoz i wun hav time when i m working. n i juz replied by saeing i dun c e need. hahaz. simply becoz she is married w a child now = my parents hav a grandchild to play with now.

plus my bro is getting married at e end of e yr. so a few yrs down e rd. i will hav more nephews n nieces to play w = my parents hav more grandchildren to fuss over. n during my bro's weddin. e whole extended family (on both sides) plus my parents' millions of frenz will be invited. so in a 'chinese' wae. they hav alrdy achieved sumting. therefore i dun c e need for me to find sumwan n jump into a relationship n get married n... since both my bro n my sis hav alrdy/going to fulfill the requirements. juz let mi drift along ba...

i tink i shld tok less starting now. heez. time to do more than tok. tt's all for now.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:33 pm