pai sehz abt my MIA (missing in action) stint. was abit busy nowadays. abit only. an example will be how i am going to spend my weekend.

2molo (or i shld sae 2dae) - saturdae

will be meetin dreyz n e rest of my squadmates frm nynp for breakfast at bishan junction 8. after tt i will rush all the way to boon lay jurong point to meet up w elaine (my rotaract club fellow business n finance head) to do our workplan and other admin/organisation stuff. after which i will chiong/run/fly to orchard for dinner w my bus 2 pple at 5.30 pm. so i will be going from woodlands (my home) in the north to bishan (in e central) to boon lay (rite at e west) before endin up in orchard (central/south of singapore). lucky singapore is small or else i will reallie die frm so much travelling.

n my usual sundae will be morning to afternoon tuition. since i hav 2 consecutive tuitions at 2 different places. will onli reach home at 4 plus to 5pm. my niece will be home ard 6 pm. so will be busy playing with her etc until she leave the house w my sis n sis in law ard 9 pm. can someone pls tell me how m i going to do my work/tutorials during this weekend?

n to make matters worse. i hav a statistics quiz on tuesdae. and till now. i still have not complete a single tutorial. oh my goodness! i think i am going to fail. beside stats quiz. i hav a french test on fridae. n e worst part is. my pronounciation n hearing for the french language is horrid! but i hav dictation for the test. someone pls save mi!

n actuallie i m kinda afraid now. becoz i found myself going back to e routine i hav when i was in rj. e kind of stonin n staring into space n wasting time n basically doing noting when i shld be doing tutorials. e kind of 'heck care' feeling. e kind of 'it's so hard. why shld i bother to try' mentality. n this is seriously not good. seriously. i dun wan history to repeat itself. i promise myself to work hard in university. i even cleaned up my room (though it's nt exactly completed yet) so tt i can do my tutorials on a proper table. i m reallie afraid now. i need all e marks i can get. i need to pass everyting frm quizzes to presentations to final yr exams w flying colours. i need to n i muz. n i will. hopefully.

n being in e main committee of a cca (rotaract club) is reallie no joke. i can feel e amount of work coming now. and i am onli at e beginning. e planning of our business and finance divsion's workplan. n it doesnt reallie help tt i live in woodlands n travelling takes up so much time. but luckily i hav my dear papa. =D

and toking abt my papa. he's reallie cute and adorable. wahahaz. coz he's vry gd at smsing. so wheneva i wanna tok 2 him. i will sms him. so recently he asked mi to help him buy parking coupons. those monthly type. so he smsed mi asking if i had bought e coupon for this mth. and i replied 'yahz' and my papa sweetly replied 'ok thanks DARLING'. n juz for ur info. my papa call me darling (until my niece came along. n i m demoted. hahahaz) n he capitalise e word 'darling'. heez. tt's y i luv my papa. n muz reallie thanx him. coz every time i hav to stay back in sch for rotaract stuff. he will come n fetch mi. or else i may reach home at 12 midnite can. reallie become cinderella liao.

n horz. i realised that the exchange program in ntu called INSTEP (you can guess e full name yourself) offered exchange to...AUSTRIA!!! hahahaz. summore e one and onli university tt it partnered in austria is e vienna university of economics and business administration which onli e business sch students can apply...n tt includes mi! yeahz! but e prob is. i need to learn german. n i m learning french now. which is like e wrong subj. hahaz. oh well. i will have to die die make sure tt i learn german next sems. n if i reallie go...i can go find markus! christian! n e rest of e austrians n take a train to croatia to find my croats!!! yeahz!!! i m so excited manz. hahaz. but i cant apply yet. will be applying next sems n hopefully can get it! wooho!

to tok abt sumting more sentimental will be mi sending off lala on 25 aug last wk lahz. sighz. i m going to miss lala alot. coz dun noe why e 2 of us always end up hanging out together. hahaz. we get to noe each other thru 'the organisation' (which i dun feel like toking abt now) n we continued n strenghtened our frenship during ipho. my nickname is 'lala' too. i m going to miss saying 'lalalalalala' non stop in front of lala to irritate her. n juz hanging out together. i wish her all e best for her studies n of course. muz remember to miss mi! hahaz.

ok. enough of my nonsense. tt's all for now. n becoz i m trying to practise my french...au revoir pple!

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 12:48 am