whoeva said that university life is fun shall be shot by me. (provided i have a gun/i am sitting infront of a computer with my msn messenger running/i m practising my rusty marksmen/you happen to be in front of me/you are just trying to be funnie)

i m seriously in big trouble and i m not joking about this. but first of all. i shall happily declare...good bye to presentations until maybe next year. but for now. no more presentations!!! yeahz!!! i know i am talkative. crappy and talkative again. but seriously. presentation is not my forte. but come to tink abt it. whose forte is presentation? hahaz. actuallie there r reallie sum pple whose forte is presentation but i am definitely not one of them.

my first assessed marketing presentation. i sound like a debator (partly/mostly due to e fact tt i am wearing my band outfit plus 2 inches or more high heels). my 2nd assessed marketing presentation. i wore back e same outfit but becoz i knew tt i was going to turn into a serious debator. i forced myself to relax n guess wat happen? i keep on giggling thruout my presentation. which is thanxfully supreme short or else e consequences are disasterous.

but i shall take tis chance to sae tt...i luv my marketing group!!! even though i am reallie useless in e grp becoz. no 1. i am not creative at all. no 2. i nv read e textbk. no 3. i was swamped with ccas stuff during e preparation for e first presentation. but my dear grp members tolerate me and encourage me all along so i m reallie reallie vry grateful to them.

Simon, Pei2, Eleana and Kok Ping thank you so much. in order to practise my french. i shall type e following sentence in french. J'adore vous! i reallie learn alot from all e projs we did together and i will always remember all e fun we had. laughing n joking ard. but not forgetting all our brain cells that had died in e process. if we ever get e chance again. i wanna be in e same grp as u all (but i noe all of u are going to hide frm mi. sighz) but juz wanna sae thank you once again. yupz. n i will always remember our dear Eden. with its vacuuming n moppin functionality combined into one unit. and nokia for giving us so much headache. [i can hear eleana humming e nokia tune. wahahaz.] n to simon and kok ping. pai sehz if i wack you all too hard...but e 2 of u asked for it! hahahaz.

in addition i need to mention my e other group...ob (organisational behaviour) group! our female dominated group with 5 gurlz n 1 guy...oopz! shld be 6 gurlz is reallie a vry vry special group in our class. hahaz. but i shall save this thank you speech till e end of our projs. we still hav one more final report to finish n when tt is done. i will give a complete thank you speech. heez.

last but not least. i need to mention my stats group. to kenny and pei2. i m reallie reallie vry vry thanxful for e 2 of u. i noe i m practically useless in stats since i ponned all e lects except e first wan. but thanx you for being so tolerant towards me. i shall apologise for all my uselessness and hopefully. e next time we do proj together (if ever) it will be on subj tt i m well versed in...so i can make up for all my 'sins'. thank you once again :D

originally i thot tt business is quite slack since i hav a 4 daes wk. but how wrong can i be when i realised tt i hav double projs/triple proj/presentations/reports to do/hand in in 1 single wk. it is freaking disgusting. just take tis wk for example. when pple are enjoying their hari raya public holidae. i was doing stats in e mornin n ob in e afternoon until 7 plus. but muz reallie thanx kenny n his car. or else. i will reallie be in big prob. so...yupz! thanx kenny!

n recently. my tutorial class is flooded by scandals. n in e process. i identified a few vry vry powerful suaners (scandals spreaders/creators). hahaz. shall not name them or else i will suffer on their hands. but it reallie bring alot of laughter to our class. hahaz. in addition. my french tutorial class is also vry funnie too! i guess i m reallie lucky tis yr to have such fun classes!

so e joke of e dae is...by ken frm my french class.

shu xuan. my french tutorial mate is a recruitment agency personnel. so she need to help pple register under e recruitment agency via phone n fill up e forms for them. some examples are 'are you ever bankrupt?', 'do you have ani medical problems?', ' do you hav ani criminal records?' etc. so our dear shu xuan was so bored tt she was concocting a story abt tis fictional person who is able to hold a chopper at e age of 3 n killed blah blah blah. n was declared a bankrupt during teenager years n had this strange illness...

ken is vry amused. so in his usual 'humourous' self. he said, "so he is a loanshark when he was a child. his neighbour borrowed a teaspoon of milk powder from him n at e end of e mth. his neighbour had to return him one huge tin of milk powder including all e interest". i realised tt typing it out here is not as funnie. but seriously. i was laughing like mad. so yahz. too bad tt u r not present rite at tt moment. heeheez.

n b4 i forget. i watched 'forbidden city: an portrait of the empress" with my darling son! my first musical n i totally enjoyed it. e singing is superb but e price is not cheap becoz i cldnt make it for e students' deal. sighz. but reallie spent an enjoyable evening w my darlin. =)

n i reallie wish to support singapore art scene. but seriously. e tix r not within my purchasing power. at least not on a regular basis. maybe once in awhile/blue moon. when i hav e monetary resources. i shall attend more such performances n upgrade myself. hahahaz. or else i will nv be able to uphold e image of a refined person. wahahahaz.

n i hav so mani pimples on my face now!!! urghz! vry painful lorz. sighz. exams r coming. my first paper starts on 17 nov n it's 27 oct now. sianz. reallie sianz. i hav so mani quizzes esp french tt i m reallie not enjoying it. next wk i hav 3 quizzes plus GES's role as a mobile interpretor. i tink i m reallie trying to be too clever for my own good. sighz. but i still tink it's a gd exposure n hopefully can learn sumting in e process.

met up with yee keow a few daes ago. end up tokin nonsense n i m reallie glad for this 'break'. as usual we crapped but somehow we end up on e same few topics again. n one of them is e discussion on med. i m still considering it. still considering. my family doc encouraged mi to do tt...but i kinda of afraid of rejection n all e monetary probs tt will be linked to tt. i hav low self esteem n i reallie cannt tahan too much rejection at tis moment. shall see how first lahz but i do hope i will be able to gather e courage to do it. becoz my marketing tutor once said tt 'e worst tt can happen when u ask, is rejection. n rejection is not going to hurt me. it doesnt kill me. it doesnt cause mi to lose a piece of flesh. but give mi the chance to move on if necessary'.

sometimes i wonder why i m doing wat i m doing now. sometimes i question my decisions. sometimes i doubt my ability. sometimes i wish tt i know wat to do. sometimes i wish tt i m sumwhere else. sumwan else. in sum other time. i was nv a fighter. n i m afraid of wat's to come.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 10:32 pm