darling bye bye.

my dear darling son. my shopping mate. my best fren for the past 7 years. had juz left for melbourne for her studies. i didnt cry but i will reallie miss her vry vry much. becoz i hav no more shopping mate. n i hav no wan to doll up with and go out together to watch movie etc. i hav no wan to call n exclaim that i m 'mummy' and blah on n on.

but i was e wan who encouraged her to go implicitly. i was e wan who allayed her fears of being alone over there. e wan who wan who told her to be independent and strong. sighz. but i wanna keep her with mi lehz.

such irony.

so darling! you muz not let mummy down arhz! take care of urself over there n remember tt mummy luves u lotsa n will always be here for u if u eva need mi. miss u lotsa! muackz!

b4 i end off. juz wanna sae tt my nuax phone is spoilt again. sighz. 2nd time in 4 mths. faintx.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 1:16 am