being totally unproductive once again. hahahaz. was telling mrs goh aka ming eng yesterdae that once in a blue moon. i will have this strange motivation that will turn mi into a supreme studious person. but unfortunately. it never occurs during exams. sighz. that's so sad.

i have only completed 2 biz law chapters till date. and i have not touched my french!!! arghz!!!

anyway was thinking about something yesterday. and i am wondering how do you define the 'close' factor in friendships arhz? this is abit out of topic with my current situation (exams) but yahz. when you are studying sometimes you will need something to distract you. heez.

is it determined by the amount of time you spent together? or the physical distance between you? or the amount of things that you all said to each other? or the depth of the topics that you all discussed? or the amount of secrets shared? or the amount of hugs exchanged? or the amount of arguments that you all had? or the amount of trust that you all had in each other? or something that i have not considered?

hmmz. just a small thought. heez. the thing about this blog is...i don't know who is reading it. hmmz or i should say i don't know who else is reading it besides the people i know will be reading it. i used to have a private blog but was too lazy to update. wahahaz.

but nonetheless. in a 'public' blog. i think i can still say some stuff without implying. i think i am getting smarter! heeheez.

and back to the topic on exams. IT was quite bad in the sense that the topic i previously thought was not important came out in one whole question worth 30 marks. and that's seriously gross. what happened was that the topic was not covered in textbook. and my notes dun hav anitin on it. but my tutor posted 2 video clips on it asking us to watch them on our own in one of the seminars. and i dun remember my tutor telling us that it was important until after exams mrs goh said he did. sighz. but it's after exams liao so no use...but horz. maybe got intuition lehz. coz the nite b4 i kept on thinking that i need to study that but can't find any resources to study. which is jialat. so in short. didn't study it too.

and the ER diagram is hopeless. hahahaz. i am an ER diagram dummy. and i don't understand what do they mean by drawing up the tables. hahahaz. so 30 marks gone. wow. i am really smart manz. therefore in short. i am once again relying on my luck. and i wonder will i ever use it up one day. hmmz.

i missed my darlin and yii ean lehz. because i know that they will be there to listen to me when i need a listening ear. hmmz. ok lahz. muz add a few more pple or else they complain i don't treat them as frens. heeheez. yee keow you know you are in the list. mrs goh also. and...e list is quite long. hmmz. ok just abit melancholic. i will be fine after...i have my tv break! hahahaz. discovery channel here i come!

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 1:47 pm