i luv ah keow. marlom khar n steph.

becoz...they bought me the phantom of the opera cd with sarah brightman singing!!! arhz! now i can listen non stop to sarah brightman singing and pretending that it was her whom i heard that nite when i went to watch the phantom of the opera with rae senior at the esplanade on 15 may.

i noe tis is abit mean but i muz sae that i was thoroughly bored at sum places during the play. becoz i felt that 'christine' wasn't that fantastic. she reached all e notes but...she has no power in her voice. i don't find my emotions following her voice at all. so yupz. was slightly disappointed with the play lahz.

but i am totally impressed with the 'phantom'. brad little. and i don't even noe who he is until i watched his spectacular performance. n i fall in luv with his voice. seriously. he managed to wake me up wheneva he enters the scenes and prevent me from feeling that i had wasted 122 bucks on a play that made mi feel sleepy. becoz of him. i find the show not that bad. hahahaz. and i even bought his cd. got his autographs. n took a picture with him! gosh. i sound like one devoted fan. at least i became one after the show. hahahaz.

rae senior and me were taking like dozen of photos. heez. and i muz reallie thanx her for accompanying me to watch the show. luv you lotsa senior! i m reallie glad that i met you and knew you. thanx for being such a great fren!

back to ah keow. marlom khar n steph.

went out with e 3 of them on fridae. b4 that went to return my scv box which took mi great pains to dismantle all e wirings n stuff. aniwae i muz sae tt starhub's service is reallie not bad lehz! was reallie pleased with their customer service except that i had alot of problem locating where the service centre is situated. oopz.

ate seoul garden. which marlom n steph treated ah keow n mi since we r both may babies! we gave ah keow 40 bucks worth of charles n keith gift vouchers as an early birthdae presenz since her birthdae is on 25 may. and i received my phantom of the opera cd frm the 3 of them! i was so touched that i wanna cry can. this is e 2nd presenz that i received this birthdae and i m reallie vry vry happie! thanx dears!!!

went for dvc briefing yesterdae with ah keow. n met a few of e dvc pple n alot of new pple. hahahaz. didn't know that simsy is joining e camp too! pei2 was there with her frenz too. heez. becoz i recommended her. i hope i am not sabotaging her. wahahaz.

went for amir mummy's birthdae party in e evening. met my band seniors and yee kiat. did abit of catching up and was looking at mummy's europe trip photos. n i tell u can. i die die muz go on tt exchange. i m going to pester e ministry of foreign affairs if they dun let mi get the scholarship. hahahaz. oopz. i hope no government pple is reading this.

to ah keow:
i dun reallie noe why u feel this wae now. but i tink it might have sumting to do with the feeling of going back to e rj daes. where surviving among the elites is not an easy thing. but you muz remember how much u sacrifice to earn this opportunity. and now that you have it. grab it and work hard. you will always have my support and shoulder if you need it. don't give yourself too much stress and i m joking when i said u die die muz finish the whole education. becoz ultimately wat matters most is that you are happie. if you can't take it. n u did try your best. i tink you hav nothing to be ashamed of. at least you did try to pursue ur dreamz. do u best dear n i will always be here for u!

to mrs goh:
i understand how u feel. becoz i had been through that before too. the thing is we must understand that sumtimes though we treat someone well. that person may not appreciate our efforts lahz. and i always sae that for frenz. it's e quality and not the quantity that counts. i rather have a few frenz whom i can tok to than to have alot of acquaintances. and through certain events and stuff. you will learn how to filter relationships lahz.

i was angree before. indignant before. but yahz. relationship is a 2 wae thing so we can't force it. i m happie to know that i m luved and that i managed to deceive alot of pple to become my frenz. hahahaz. n knowing and appreciating that you r luved is enough. don't you tink so?

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 12:40 am