i m getting old :(

hahahaz. in other words. my birthdae is coming!!! and yes. the ever thick skinned me is asking pple who r reading this blog for birthdae presenz! and dun u deny reading this paragraph...heeheez. and before i go on to bore everywan with my non existent life i would like to thanx my darling son who is holing up in melbourne studying for her exams.

tay ah lian evelyn. my darling son. thanx dear for your presenz. n yes. i luv the necklace with the stars. heez. my darling reallie luv her mummy alot arhz. heeheez. and yes. we shld hav more faith in the postal services in australia and singapore. hahahaz.

so back to boring life. be prepared for one supreme long entry.

first of all. i ended my exams on 30 april. 11 am. went back to hall to nuax around first while i waited for win2 to finish her interview. met her at jec to sing karaoke together. e 2 of us sang frm 2 plus to 7 plus. a full 5 hours. and i m amazed that our voices were still there at e end of e session. heez. this karaoke session has become a tradition for the 2 of us. frenz of 9 yrs. since last semester. i tink if i were to go to italy. i will miss this vry much becoz i wun be able to sing with her after exams. hmmz.

biz law was terrible. i was flipping thru e text like mad man becoz i didn't finish studying. as usual. was anihow answering the qns and secretly praying that i wun do too badly. french 1.5 hour later was a killer. it was e most difficult comprehension i hav eva done manz. e first time i left questions blank. was so tired that 1.5 hour into e paper. i juz wanna leave the hall regardless the amount of paper i had answered. seriously feel that i m in big trouble for french. sighz.

fm. my last paper. i dun noe wat i m studying. hahahaz. aiyahz. dun noe lahz. as usual didn't finish studying. was slacking wae too much. so i juz sat for the paper with the goal of finishing this last paper and go and slack! heez. i m now very thanxful that this course is onli 3 yrs long. i tink i wun be able to tolerate any duration longer than this. with my current state of mind and discipline.

went back to my hall to pack on 2nd may. and even though i moved most of my books home alrdy. this is e amt of stuff that i packed on the dae itself. and i m amazed how much stuff was in that room.


hahaz. and to think pple used to tell mi that i dun have alot of stuff in my room. hmmz. if this is considered not alot of stuff. i dun dare to tink how much stuff they brought back home manz. hahaz.

and before i start packing. i took alot of photos of my room. for memory sake. though i m the most anti-social local habitant staying in hall 2. i muz sae i enjoyed my stay there becoz of the convenience provided. e.g. canteen 2 even though it stinks. hahahaz. e mini-marts selling almost everything that you need. and the accessibility of hall 2 to both south and north spines where the lessons are held. and of course. the toilet that we shared with the adjacent room. even though i m not at good terms with my toiletmates but we are all civilized to each other.

and tata! this is my block...


my room number...


my side of the room


my table with lotsa of space for me to fill it up with. heez. pei2 always complain that i m vry messy and i nv dare to disagree. becoz...normally the table will be piled with papers n files n even textbooks.


my bed with zun2 on the wall! hahahaz. but how come i nv dreamz of him arhz? sighz.


our little food corner at the foot of my bed. heez.


our toilet door which is specially decorated by pei2 with postcards. and i muz sae that it gives our room a unique look which is not onli homely but attractive!


and with these great memories...i left hall 2. even if i don't get to go on exchange to italy. i wun be able to stay in hall animore becoz i didn't apply to stay in any halls of residence. but yahz. i m quite glad of e experience. heez.

on thursday. i sneaked into johor bahru to meet mrs goh. spent a fantastic dae with her and her fren. hwee li. and i enjoyed our dinner alot! e stone grill is reallie reallie nice. heez. but sighz. my papa caught me red handed when he called me to ask me if i have eaten dinner. and apparently my mama was kena scolded by him becoz i didn't tell her aniting. but aiyahz. he angree one dae then everyting ok liao.

e most frustrating and amusing thing that happened was at the customs. both singapore and malaysia. my passport was made when i was 13 years old. and of course. my photo was taken when i was 13 years old. with my newly cut hair becoz my secondary sch doesn't allow us to have long hair. and i am wearing my glasses. i looked so studious manz. hahahaz.

when i was in e departure hall of singapore customs. e officer looked at my passport. looked at me. looked at e passport before looking at mi again. finally he asked mi if i m sure this passport belongs to me. hahahaz. then he asked for my birthdae before letting me pass. i even asked him if he need my identification card.

when i reached the malaysian customs. this is repeated once more except he didn't asked me for my birthdae but straightawae asked mi to change my photo. hmmz. when i departed from the customs later in e evening. this was repeated by the other officer.

and finally. i reached back singapore customs. and once again. i was scrutinized. this time round. the officer asked for my IC without myself offering. and he said firmly that i must change my photo...but the problem is my passport has 4 more years before it expires. i don't wish to waste these 4 years lehz by making a new passport. even though it's not terribly expensive to make a passport in singapore as compared with malaysia. and i quite enjoyed watching pple's unbelievable expressions when they see my passport photo. hahahaz. it's quite hilarious actuallie. heez.

met up with ah keow on sundae after having a family breakfast at a dim sum restaurant and accompanying my niece to her sundae toddler lessons. and she is reallie vry cute! but naughty and has supreme short attention span. i had to chase her all around the room so that she will follow the class. but yes. she is reallie cute. hahahaz. and i m seriously tinking i may wanna go into the education industry in particular toddlers. they are so cute! hahahaz. and their lessons are really really interesting. i may be well suited after all. hmmz.

ah keow told mi sum shocking news and i m still stunned now actuallie. but i came to a few conclusions and the first of all is...i tink at my age. it's not suitable to start dating. pai sehz. i live in e olden daes where there is no electricity. but becoz i realised that we are seriously not matured enough to take care of ourselves. if this is e case. how can we maintain a relationship?

e 2nd conclusion is...i will never or try at least not to date sumwan within my current social circle. i realised that once i stepped into nanyang. my social circle has being reallie limited. when i went to raffles. i m still in the same few social circles. and this thot is rather frightening becoz wateva happen to me. can get spread to alot of pple who knew me supreme fast and easy.

on another note. i do enjoy nuaxing with ah keow. and ah keow! you must be optimistic ok? you have my full support!

went out with yii ean on mondae but we didn't buy aniting. sighz. i m totally not in the shopping mood. which is rather weird considering i didn't shop for like...3 months? hmmz. we watched fracture and i muz sae that it's a very intelligent show. hahahaz. i luv intellectual shows! not that i m very intellectual. sighz.

went to watch spiderman 3 with choy2. i wasn't very impressed with the show lahz. becoz i dun like the storyline...especially they ruined that classic scene in spiderman for me. how can they make him kiss that other gurl! urghz! and the show is reallie draggy. e effects r good but...sometimes i feel that specific shots and scenes are shown at a speed greater than necessary so i didn't catch sum stuff.

and i bought a nike bag for myself as my birthdae presenz! it's going to be my sch bag becoz my current sch bag aka my all purpose bag has a hole! n it's getting bigger! i am worried that my stuff may fall out.

went for the instep/gss pre-departure briefing 2dae. sighz. in e end i still didn't manage to meet the other 2 who will be going with me to italy. but i received my acceptance letters. 2 in eng. 2 in italian. and i seriously seriously hope that i will get the scholarship. becoz it will be such a waste if i can't go juz becoz i cldn't afford it. sighz. dun wanna tink abt it.

tryin to make sure that i m gainfully employed for the coming months. and tryin to write my essay for my specialisation selection. reading wat i wrote for my scholarship application to the australian international hotel sch last year. i m amazed at my ability to write such a strong essay. seriously. i dun noe how to write my current essay. hope to finish it by mondae so that i can secure an interview slot early and leave in time for my godbro's wedding.

they make me believe that simplicity and affection for each other is enough. =D

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:48 pm