sometimes i reallie think that i talk wae too much. hahahaz. i think everywan agrees with me on this. i had supposedly tone down alot over the years...so you can imagine how bad i used to be. wahahahaz. everywan. literally everywan had super bad first impression of me even till now. i guess it's just me and i am way too lazy to change myself.

if i had talked less. maybe things will turn out differently.

sometimes i do wish that i know what is it i am looking for. in life. in school. in work. in relationships. in friends. and within myself.

sometimes i feel like rewinding the tape all the way and erasing everything that had happened.

sometimes i do wish time passes faster and i am already old and feeble.

sometimes i wish that my life is laid out for me. but then. i most probably wun follow it since i don't like people to make decisions for me. but on the other hand. i dun like to make decisions.

sometimes i want to smack myself for thinking too much.

sometimes i want to smack myself for not seeing things that should have been obvious to me.

sometimes i wish i can believe in the good in people...more. and give them more chance. even though i always think they dun exactly need it from me.

sometimes i do wish i am less certain about myself. because if i am so sure about myself then why am i still so confused? and so unmotivated

sometimes i should just care less about how people view me.

sometimes i think i am out to create trouble for myself.

sometimes i just wish that i can protect myself betta.

sometimes i wish i am not so vulnerable. my crying point is super low. the slightest thing can make me cry and it's not because i am emo.

sometimes i wish i am not so strong. or pretend to be strong.

sometimes i just want to be quiet. companionable silence is what i seek if possible.

sometimes i wish i can just stop living in the past and start living in the present.

sometimes i wish i am not such a coward.

sometimes i wish i am wrong.

sometimes i wish i have the faith.

sometimes i want to lock my emotions in a box and throw the key away.

sometimes i hope i am more rational.

sometimes.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 12:28 am