it's a new year but is it really a new beginning?

in your eyes i m such an irresponsible, immature and selfish brat. i have to admit i am not as independent as you and sis. do we have to go over this again? we went over it before and didnt speak to each other for more than a year. papa and mama were extremely affected by it.

ice broke when you are about to get married. and now it's starting again. i don't think i am wrong and i am not going to back down. i make my own decisions and i plan for my life because it's mine. if you believe me to be whom you want to believe. then so be it.

i nv plan to ask papa or mama for a single cent.

this make mi remember how happy i was in europe. why i was so happy in europe. why i always cant wait to get out of singapore. why if i ever have a chance to leave singapore. i will grab it without a second thought.

rest assured i will do my part as a filial daughter.

2009 what a great year. i am already 21. fine if you want me to start paying for the bills now. i will then. home's utilities will begin then. i will pay for my own insurance also. the rest i will pay after i start work. even if it meant i starved to death as i pay for my study loan. rest assured i will never ask you for a single cent ever.

i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 11:51 pm