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i believe that having no expectations is the best way to live one's life. with expectations, one will feel disappointments. with expectations, one will become greedy. with expectations, life is always dependent on others' actions, feelings and thoughts.
so i shall take the cowardly way out and have no expectations. when you have no expectations, you do things on your own accord, with no gains in mind except your own satisfaction. any positive reaction from others/reciprocal of thoughts are bonuses in life that will brighten up your day and bring you contentment easier than ever. i am contented. at least for now. because i tried to stop expecting anything from anyone. and when someone is willing to accompany me to do things that i like/want/crave to do. it's such great joy and i feel so loved in the process. to meet up with frenx because they miss me and wish to speak to me, to know how i am getting along, reminds me constantly that i am cared for. and i make it a point not to force myself to do things i don't want to do. i finally told one of my colleague how i felt about his behaviour today. even though i only told him part of the story. at least it's something. hopefully, it will not backfire. today is my 3rd month at work. somehow it felt like 3 years. hahaha. i want to laze on the grass and look up into the sky and gaze at the stars. i was able to spot some stars yesterdae at botanic gardens. 要永远记得最幸福的事是你一直陪在我身边 i believe in miracles becoz i would be much happier if i do @ 9:31 pm
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